Dear Dad, on what would have marked the beginning of the 54th year of your life. I know that you will never be able to see this message, but I will still continue to used the 2nd person pronoun to address 'you'. I know you will never be able to see this message, but it could quite possibly withhold the most meaningful words that I've ever said to you, or more so never did say. I know that you will never see this message, but I wish that you could.  Happy Birthday, Dad. Or at least it would have been, had you been here. I remember your last birthday with us in this World. We all came to visit you in the hospice, me, Daniel, Callum, Tasha, your sisters, and more. We thought it would be a good idea to surprise you, Daniel and Tasha set up your room with banners and balloons, I bought some cupcakes and placed candles in each spelling "Happy Birthday". I bought you a comfortable pair of pyjamas, since there wasn't much else that would be useful to you by that poin...